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I don't know where to start, I guess I'll say that right now, I'm sad. I'm not really sure why, but I am. I wish I could pinpoint exactly what is making me sad. I wish I could just make the gloom go away, but sometimes ya just can't. I am putting on the happy face for the kids, because they need it. I guess sometimes the mess that has become my life just catches up to me and there isn't much I can do about it. Thought I would say this while it is current because sometimes I hit a sad moment and don't post it and then people get the false impression that I am just constantly strong. I'm not, often I'm quite weak. Like now. Maybe I need stronger meds, or maybe I'm just sad. This is why it was so hard to tell that I was depressed before. Where is the line between just normal sadness that occurs and depression?
posted by Ivy | 4:44 PM
1 Comments:
Everyone goes through cycles. Exercise and eat well, and then most of your down periods will be gone. The ones you will have will not be as bad either. I've never been a big fan of using medications to solve such problems. They become addictive and people end up depending on them. When I'm not working out, I get very down and frustrated. You have a lot on your plate right now, so don't let it get to you. Things will improve, and life will get better! Just keep your focus on the future and not the past. You can't change what has already happened, so there's no reason worrying about it. You've already proven yourself to be a very strong person, and a lot of people going through your ordeal would have had a much more difficult time with it. I don't think you are as weak as you think! Hang in there Ivy!!
8-)
Finnian
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